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Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
keeping up.
you know that feeling of shock when you discover that you've missed out on something important?
looking through the pictures of my high school classmates, i realized how much i've missed out.
people's debuts. fun at the beach. random parties. random formal occassions. out of town trips with just friends.
when i ask myself why i missed out on these experiences, i could say nothing more than i was too afraid to step out of my comfort zone to try something new. and the same goes to my close friends as well. none of us made the effort to have the fun that other high school kids got to have. so who's to blame?
it sucks that i look back and feel only regrets. all those "if only i had" moments flood me and overwhelm me to the point that tears are just a drop away from falling.
when did they move so far ahead?
"I can't keep up anymore..."
looking through the pictures of my high school classmates, i realized how much i've missed out.
people's debuts. fun at the beach. random parties. random formal occassions. out of town trips with just friends.
when i ask myself why i missed out on these experiences, i could say nothing more than i was too afraid to step out of my comfort zone to try something new. and the same goes to my close friends as well. none of us made the effort to have the fun that other high school kids got to have. so who's to blame?
it sucks that i look back and feel only regrets. all those "if only i had" moments flood me and overwhelm me to the point that tears are just a drop away from falling.
when did they move so far ahead?
"I can't keep up anymore..."
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
after such a long time, you still remember me??!!
所以這就是真正的感動。
搬來美國快滿 9 年了，可是是搬來差不多一年就和我在台灣最要好的兩個朋友失去聯絡。
上個 weekend 在被我媽逼的整理房間時找到賀雅在我們失去聯絡的前一個 Christmas 寫給我的信。這麼多年了，我是還記得她們的，就連信裡寫什麼我都還記得。And I almost cried again.
我也曾經好多次在 Facebook 上想加她，可是都找不到。
而每次看到賀雅上線我都衝動得想跟她說一聲 "嗨"，可是每次不是忙就是不知道要聊些什麼所以什麼都沒說。HA! 說到頭就是個膽小鬼嘛!
不過有的時候我真的有跟她說聲 "賀雅! 好久不見!" 可是換來的總是一片沉默，讓我擔心是不是她把我忘了，所以才把我當陌生人不理不睬。幾次之後 I didn't bother any more. 心裡想，還是留著美好的回憶就好了。
Then I had an epiphany.
突然上禮拜天我又看到賀雅上線，不知道怎麼居然讓我想到用 e-mail 來找她。好死不死的，居然真的讓我找到了。
奇跡です。
幾個小時的等待後，她也回了。她說我搬來不久後 Yahoo 說我的 e-mail address is no longer valid and that she's been trying to get in touch with me ever since as well. 不只這樣，她居然還記得我喜歡什麼跟什麼!!
過不久，賀雅這個懂得怎麼讓人哭的ㄚ頭在她的 wall 上寫了 "
那種感受你們能了解嗎?
失去聯絡八年的老朋友，不但沒忘記我，還記得一些小時後的瑣瑣事事。
這，朋友們，正是有心和沒心的差別。
我˙真˙的˙很˙感˙動。
賀雅: 一千萬個感激。謝謝妳的心意，我真正體會到 best friends forever 的意思了。
搬來美國快滿 9 年了，可是是搬來差不多一年就和我在台灣最要好的兩個朋友失去聯絡。
上個 weekend 在
我也曾經好多次在 Facebook 上想加她，可是都找不到。
而每次看到賀雅上線我都衝動得想跟她說一聲 "嗨"，可是每次不是忙就是不知道要聊些什麼所以什麼都沒說。HA! 說到頭就是個膽小鬼嘛!
不過有的時候我真的有跟她說聲 "賀雅! 好久不見!" 可是換來的總是一片沉默，讓我擔心是不是她把我忘了，所以才把我當陌生人不理不睬。幾次之後 I didn't bother any more. 心裡想，還是留著美好的回憶就好了。
Then I had an epiphany.
突然上禮拜天我又看到賀雅上線，不知道怎麼居然讓我想到用 e-mail 來找她。好死不死的，居然真的讓我找到了。
奇跡です。
幾個小時的等待後，她也回了。她說我搬來不久後 Yahoo 說我的 e-mail address is no longer valid and that she's been trying to get in touch with me ever since as well. 不只這樣，她居然還記得我喜歡什麼跟什麼!!
過不久，賀雅
那種感受你們能了解嗎?
失去聯絡八年的老朋友，不但沒忘記我，還記得一些小時後的瑣瑣事事。
這，朋友們，正是有心和沒心的差別。
我˙真˙的˙很˙感˙動。
賀雅: 一千萬個感激。謝謝妳的心意，我真正體會到 best friends forever 的意思了。
Saturday, April 23, 2011
4am >:(
早上四點被冷颼颼的風叫醒 >.> 唯一讓我保暖的只有睡著前還放在肚子上的黃色筆記型電腦 (還差點把我燙到 D<)。
終於把堆了兩天的碗盤洗起來了 (要不媽要把我殺了)，也把連續戴了兩天的隱形眼鏡摘下來了 (媽說我要瞎了 = =)。
春假快過完了，可是要做的還有一個 shitload。 )<
我的 DOMO 娃娃手機吊飾掉了一個眼睛，變獨眼龍了!! D:
我可愛地小肥猫仔子也隨著我起來，窩在電腦的風扇取暖，打盹ㄦ。
唉喲!! 我親愛的 ノゾミ 啊!!! 你可知道姊姊我是多麼地羨慕你嗎???!!!
終於把堆了兩天的碗盤洗起來了 (要不媽要把我殺了)，也把連續戴了兩天的隱形眼鏡摘下來了 (媽說我要瞎了 = =)。
春假快過完了，可是要做的還有一個 shitload。 )<
我的 DOMO 娃娃手機吊飾掉了一個眼睛，變獨眼龍了!! D:
我可愛地小
唉喲!! 我親愛的 ノゾミ 啊!!! 你可知道姊姊我是多麼地羨慕你嗎???!!!
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